I don't even know what to really say but I know I've got to get out this feeling I'm having this morning. It was not a restful night last night and my 5:00, 5:15 and 5:30 alarm went off, very quietly this morning. I had my ringer turned down and they did not wake me. When I did wake up 2 hours late I walked into the bathroom started getting ready, stepped on the scale, then got back in the bed. WHY? do I do that too myself?
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I sat here and looked up meal plans for women who are bodybuilding. Yes, I want a lean body that has muscle. Not like a crazy weird looking morph of a woman/bodybuilder. Just lean and muscle, fit. I get so